real estate hack for a homebuyer with nothing please?

Since the beginning, I have been fighting for peace. My living environments have always been toxic as a child and as an adult. I am 25 , female, don’t smoke weed and I don’t party. I just want my own four walls. By myself. Or a room in which I can work remotely and if I choose to live in a roommate situation and not bother anyone , be comforted knowing it won’t cause a problem.My credit is messed up from toxic family/situations/relationships. My car is in the shop and I need to pay to get it back. It needed work done from letting the person I live with use it. It was necessary due to circumstances. I can deal with toxic hostile work environments if my living situation is peaceful but I can’t do both! And working remotely at an entry level corporate job that is based in Atlanta is full of toxic management or training peers that don’t really care about the job and target anyone who actually does the job requirements because it will raise the standard of performance to even meet the bare minimum requirements of the position, this makes you a major threat to people who coast through the workday not really caring. I can’t get approved for an apartment or loan on a house. I do not have a job anymore, but I am job hunting. If I am left alone and have 4 freaking walls to myself then I am good for keeping a job no matter how crappy it may be. Why do I have to be surrounded by crazies!!!! If they aren’t crazy and dangerous, or toxic/narcissist/passive aggressive, they are lazy, unreliable, and drag you down financially and you have to pick up after them!!! If I were in their shoes and had a roommate/family/partner/or girlfriend and they stuck to themselves and were clean and responsible… I’d be full of joy! Not mad they won’t entertain me or they don’t clean after me. Or disrespectful to them because I think they could be a doormat. Im tired. I have no peace. The battle is worse now that my car is in the shop. Now that I am job hunting. The roof over my head is not guaranteed. And I am heartbroken. HEARTBROKEN. BECAUSE I GIVE MY HEART , AND THERE IS NO RECIPROCATION. I AM ALONE INSIDE, AND SURROUNDED OUTSIDE BY people that aren’t reliable at all or are reliable but super toxic. Look, I am prepared to be alone, I am not looking for any relationship, it would be nice, but I don’t expect it, someone gave me herpes at 16 and now I have it forever, I don’t even know if I want babies because I don’t want them to grow up and end up hating me for it. I just want to be safe, clean, secure,stable, and independent of the drama. I do not mind work. As long as it is routine, I want structure so bad. Knowing I can recharge and just SLEEP during the weekend. Friends are expensive, going out is expensive. My dream is o have 4 walls to myself. Pay off my credit. Cook. Cuddle with my cat. Work remotely. Pay for software development/cyber security boot camps and possibly even real estate, switch careers, buy a home, and homestead to eat chemical free food.and live… In peace. If you don’t have a homebuyer with nothing hack for me, Please pray for a miracle for me. Even if you aren’t they praying type. I am so depressed , it’s scary, and I just want a big BREAK!

God, Buddha, the Universe, whatever you believe in. Please pray for me.

God help me.

I don’t want to do this anymore.

I just want to be held.

Comforted.

Safe.

And told that everything will be okay.

I need a miracle.

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Since the beginning, I have been fighting for peace. My living environments have always been toxic as a child and as an adult. I am 25 , female, don’t smoke weed and I don’t party. I just want my own four walls. By myself. Or a room in which I can work remotely and if I choose to live in a roommate situation and not bother anyone , be comforted knowing it won’t cause a problem.My credit is messed up from toxic family/situations/relationships. My car is in the shop and I need to pay to get it back. It needed work done from letting the person I live with use it. It was necessary due to circumstances. I can deal with toxic hostile work environments if my living situation is peaceful but I can’t do both! And working remotely at an entry level corporate job that is based in Atlanta is full of toxic management or training peers that don’t really care about the job and target anyone who actually does the job requirements because it will raise the standard of performance to even meet the bare minimum requirements of the position, this makes you a major threat to people who coast through the workday not really caring. I can’t get approved for an apartment or loan on a house. I do not have a job anymore, but I am job hunting. If I am left alone and have 4 freaking walls to myself then I am good for keeping a job no matter how crappy it may be. Why do I have to be surrounded by crazies!!!! If they aren’t crazy and dangerous, or toxic/narcissist/passive aggressive, they are lazy, unreliable, and drag you down financially and you have to pick up after them!!! If I were in their shoes and had a roommate/family/partner/or girlfriend and they stuck to themselves and were clean and responsible… I’d be full of joy! Not mad they won’t entertain me or they don’t clean after me. Or disrespectful to them because I think they could be a doormat. Im tired. I have no peace. The battle is worse now that my car is in the shop. Now that I am job hunting. The roof over my head is not guaranteed. And I am heartbroken. HEARTBROKEN. BECAUSE I GIVE MY HEART , AND THERE IS NO RECIPROCATION. I AM ALONE INSIDE, AND SURROUNDED OUTSIDE BY people that aren’t reliable at all or are reliable but super toxic. Look, I am prepared to be alone, I am not looking for any relationship, it would be nice, but I don’t expect it, someone gave me herpes at 16 and now I have it forever, I don’t even know if I want babies because I don’t want them to grow up and end up hating me for it. I just want to be safe, clean, secure,stable, and independent of the drama. I do not mind work. As long as it is routine, I want structure so bad. Knowing I can recharge and just SLEEP during the weekend. Friends are expensive, going out is expensive. My dream is o have 4 walls to myself. Pay off my credit. Cook. Cuddle with my cat. Work remotely. Pay for software development/cyber security boot camps and possibly even real estate, switch careers, buy a home, and homestead to eat chemical free food.and live… In peace. If you don’t have a homebuyer with nothing hack for me, Please pray for a miracle for me. Even if you aren’t they praying type. I am so depressed , it’s scary, and I just want a big BREAK! God, Buddha, the Universe, whatever you believe in. Please pray for me. God help me. I don’t want to do this anymore. I just want to be held. Comforted. Safe. And told that everything will be okay. I need a miracle. submitted by /u/OneShoe8628 [link] [comments]

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